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Lose Your Illusion I (For L​.​A​.​)

by OTHERPEACE

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1.
I am a full fledged, grown-up adult I'm tryin' make a dent, I’m tryin' to get a result I'm holed up in a Hollywood hotel suite Tequila to drink and avocado to eat They got all kinds of victories and lots of downfalls They got drugs in the rugs and ghosts in the walls Starlets in the lobby that can make a man drool Blood on the curtains and a phone by the pool Well I never did see so many TV stars And I never did see so many rented cars I never did see so many desperate eyes And I never did hear so many bold faced lies When I was ten years old, I was alive At the Benedict Canyon down on Hutton Drive Well now I'm right back in my old backyard And I'm tryin' to get a billboard on the boulevard I'm tryin' to get a billboard on the boulevard Well I never thought I'd see the age of twenty-five And it's been twenty-eight years now that I've been alive And in a matter of months I will be thirty years old And the apprehension that I feel can hardly be told I am a full fledged, grown-up adult I'm tryin' make a dent, I’m tryin' to get a result I'm holed up in a Hollywood hotel suite Tequila to drink and avocado to eat Tequila to drink and avocado to eat
2.
You took my sadness out of context At the Mariners Apartment Complex I ain't no candle in the wind I'm the bolt, the lightning, the thunder Kind of girl who's gonna make you wonder Who you are and who you've been And who I've been is with you on these beaches Your Venice bitch, your die-hard, your weakness Maybe I could save you from your sins So, kiss the sky and whisper to Jesus My, my, my, you found this, you need this Take a deep breath, baby, let me in You lose your way, just take my hand You're lost at sea, then I'll command your boat to me again Don't look too far, right where you are, that's where I am I'm your man I'm your man They mistook my kindness for weakness I fucked up, I know that, but, Jesus Can't a girl just do the best she can? Catch a wave and take in the sweetness Think about it, the darkness, the deepness All the things that make me who I am And who I am is a big-time believer That people can change, but you don't have to leave her When everyone's talking, you can make a stand 'Cause even in the dark, I feel your resistance You can see my heart burning in the distance Baby, baby, baby, I'm your man (yeah) You lose your way, just take my hand You're lost at sea, then I'll command your boat to me again Don't look too far, right where you are, that's where I am I'm your man I'm your man
3.
Everybody's goin' away Said they're movin’ to LA There's not a soul I know around Everybody's leavin' town Some caught a freight, some caught a plane Find the sunshine, leave the rain They said this town's a waste of time I guess they're right, it's wasting mine Some gotta win, some gotta lose Good time Charlie's got the blues Good time Charlie's got the blues You know my heart keeps telling me You're not a kid at thirty-three You play around, you lose your wife You play too long, you lose your life I got my pills to ease the pain Can't find a thing to ease the rain I'd love to try and settle down But everybody's leavin' town Some gotta win, some gotta lose Good time Charlie's got the blues Good time Charlie's got the blues Good time Charlie's got the blues
4.
Scott Street 05:45
Walking Scott Street, feeling like a stranger With an open heart, open container I've got a stack of mail and a tall can It's a shower beer it's a payment plan There's helicopters over my head Every night when I go to bed Spending money and I earned it When I'm lonely, that's when I'll burn it Do you feel ashamed When you hear my name I asked you "How is your sister? I heard she got her degree" And I said, "That makes me feel old" You said, "What does that make me?" I asked you "How is playing drums?" You said it's too much shit to carry "And what about the band?" You said they're all getting married Do you feel ashamed When you hear my name Anyway, don't be a stranger
5.
L.A. Freeway 03:34
Pack up all your dishes Make note of all good wishes Say goodbye to the landlord for me That son-a-bitch has always bored me Throw out them LA papers And that moldy box of vanilla wafers Adios to all this concrete Gonna get me some dirt road back street If I can just get off of this LA freeway Without getting killed or caught I'd be down that road in a cloud of smoke For some land that I ain't bought-bought-bought Here's to you old skinny Dennis Only one I think I will miss I can hear that old bass singing Sweet and low like a gift you're bringin' Play it for me just one more time now Got to give it all we can now I believe everything your saying Just keep on, keep on playing And you put the pink card in the mailbox Leave the key in the old front door lock They will find it likely as not I'm sure there's something we have forgot Oh Susanna, don't you cry, babe Love's a gift that's surely handmade We've got something to believe in Don't you think it's time we're leavin’ Pack up all your dishes Make note of all good wishes Say goodbye to the landlord for me That son of a bitch has always bored me
6.
Los Angeles 02:50
Los Angeles, city of the doomed Los Angeles, city of the doomed Well I loved you once but I gotta go oh yeah San Francisco, city pretty by the bay San Francisco, city pretty by the bay Well I loved you once but I gotta go oh yeah Well I don't know where she'll be going Yeah I saw her about a day or so ago Yeah I don't know if I should look for her Well I'd say she's gone down to San Diego Los Angeles, city of the doomed Well I loved you once but I gotta go oh yeah

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Matt Clark: vocals, acoustic guitar, electric rhythm guitar, resonator guitar, Wurlitzer electric piano, acoustic piano, Mellotron samples
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Stephen "The Kid" Howard: electric lead guitar, bass, Fender Bass VI, Multivox pedal synthesizer, drums

Recorded and Mixed by Mark Greenberg at The Wilco Loft
Mastered by Todd Rittmann at The Shy Diamond
Chicago, Summer, 2022

OTHERPEACE is the new-ish nom-de-chanson of Matt Clark, the Chicago-based singer-songwriter and guitar player. He spent his formative years in Joan of Arc, and was a founding member of Pinebender, White/Light, Love of Everything, and Ambulette; he is also a longtime musical contributor to This American Life. He has collaborated with Kim Gordon, Leroy Bach, Disappears, Robert Aiki Aubrey Lowe/Lichens, and Rhys Chatham's Crimson Grail, and performed at The Cartier Foundation Paris, Museum of Contemporary Art Chicago, Lincoln Center, Oprah, and Lollapalooza. Clark has received* two Grammys.

Lose Your Illusion I (For L.A.) features contributions throughout from Clark's old friend & longtime collaborator/bandmate/fuzz aficionado Stephen "The Kid" Howard (Pinebender, Mike Lust, James McCartney, Blue Man Group). Deftly recorded and mixed by Mark Greenberg in Chicago at the Wilco Loft. A follow-up E.P., Lose Your Illusion II (For L.A.) will come out... later.

*His old roommate won them, and Clark signed for the delivery. RECEIVED. TWO. GRAMMYS.

--
Bob Mehr (NYT bestselling author, 'Trouble Boys: The True Story of the Replacements' and Grammy winner, 'Dead Man's Pop' liner notes writer) on the OTHERPEACE LP "Capitalism Blues" via Instagram, 4/9/22:

A CONFESSION: This is a picture of me, caught by my wife, singing along (poorly) to my favorite new record.

Honestly, not a lot of new music has moved me lately. Probably a byproduct of the pandemic, which has had me craving familiar comforts (“Hello L.A.M.F., my old friend”). But a few months back I got an advance of the best thing I’ve heard, and been moved by, in ages: an album called “Capitalism Blues” by OTHERPEACE, the new project from Matt Clark.

Some of you–esp. Chicago folks–will know Matt as a guitarist (White/Light, Pinebender), a member of Joan of Arc, a musical contributor to “This American Life,” a collaborator with Kim Gordon. Despite what the indie-art punk-noise resume suggests, Matt went and made a roots record (for lack of a better term).

"Capitalism Blues" was cut at the Wilco Loft with Clark's longtime foil, Stephen “The Kid” Howard, as well as ace players from Wandering Boys, NRBQ, Electric Hawk, and was recorded & mixed by the great Mark Greenberg.

Not sure if Matt will agree–what are records if not Rorschach tests for those listening–but “Capitalism Blues” sounds like it could be part of Neil Young’s Ditch Trilogy (a Quadrilogy?). Or what it would’ve sounded like if Warren Zevon had made a country record between his Imperial album and his Asylum debut.

It’s got some of that cosmic-narcotic-pastoral quality of Smog and Bonnie Prince Billy, but there’s something pure in how the record moves and plays. It has the feel of a certain kind of cinema: scripted by Rudy Wurlitzer, directed by Monte Hellman, with Matt as Warren Oates, sitting under a tree pondering fate: “I had both kinds of trouble yesterday/I didn’t choose existence, but I chose harm’s way."

The lyrics are funny, desperate, brooding and beautiful-with killer opening lines: “We were raised in the land of over-thinking/A piece of coastline and a whole lot of drinking/Always too hot, always too cold/Buying copper to sell as gold."

No point in me going on. I am confident you’ll get it once you listen.* “Capitalism Blues” by OTHERPEACE is available now on Bandcamp (link in bio).

*This record comes with the Bob Mehr Guarantee®: You'll enjoy it or you can pound sand."

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released October 7, 2022

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OTHERPEACE Chicago, Illinois

AKA Matt Clark. Singer & songwriter. Guitar player for White/Light and Pinebender. Ex-Joan of Arc and Love of Everything. Musical contributor to This American Life.

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